Wow.

Haven't been around much. Too busy with this thing called "real life".  I'm not really sure who would miss me anyway. Yeah, I get comments and have some watchers, but I feel like I've never really been able to connect on DeviantArt. I've always envied others, who seem to have pretty close friends and communicate with others.
Maybe it's just a problem with me. Usually I don't really know what to say, and don't want to give the wrong impression, so I don't say anything. And I kind of have this feeling that anyone worth being friends with is too cool for me :/

Yeah, I don't know. I was really into the Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Explorers contest/collaboration for a while, but the pressure I felt to produce a worthwhile result was too much, then I got a job, and now I'm moving on with my life.
I'd really love to be popular, but I don't want to put the effort in. I'm not a really phenomenal artist like some, and it's too hard for me to interact with others.

Yeah, I don't know. Why am I even writing this? I guess so the few people I know do care will get a little heads up, and maybe someone will find it interesting. I guess mostly so I'll remember how I felt at this point in time. Probably I'll look back and think I was dumb. That's usually how I feel. I mean, I look back at my old art and posts and kind of hate myself a little. I was such a little whiney poser. Maybe I still am? Yikes.

I actually kind of have gotten back into Neopets for some reason, so I'll be around there, if anyone else plays (same username: leedom111). Dunno if I'll post my Neo art here. Kind of a lot of work if I'm not sure who cares.
I might check on stuff here, but probably won't be active. Maybe I should just start a new account. Get a fresh start. But then I have no idea what username I'd use. I just pretty much use leedom111 for everything, and even though it's kinda dumb I don't know what else I'd remember.


OK, wrapping up: ranted a bit, not going to be active here in the foreseeable future.

Ha ha, thanks to anyone who read all that.



Also, shout-out to ~Samurai-Poet, you're awesome, dude